The Slipping Mask

As I have started writing this tonight, this post is unnamed. Looks like this is going to be one of those rambling posts... Apologies in advance, Citizens.

I constantly fluctuate from surprise to disgust to awe to amazement to gratitude to so many other emotions at the different things we humans do. What we do to each other, ourselves, nature, animals, etc etc. the list is eternal.

I have just come back from a 3 day conference held by GEPIK (Gyeonggi English Program In Korea) which is the government body in charge of the English Program in my province. The Gyeonggi-do province in South Korea is the largest province in the country, has the most schools and the most students. And consequently the most native teachers. So they put together this program for the new teachers to attend in order to better equip them for teaching in ROK. Did it work? Not really, I don't think I feel any better prepared than before. Did I enjoy it? Yes, I did actually. But for different reasons.

I am a known people watcher (polite term for stalker maybe?) and I really like to see how people interact. And I always lol at myself after these things, because I notice the change that happens to myself when I am around people I either don't know or am not comfortable with. I am always a slightly different person.
Are all these other people the same? Are they being themselves? How long do you need to know someone before you actually know someone???
An analogy I have used before is my Mask Theory. I think everyone wears a Mask pretty much all the time. Every person we come in contact with sees a slightly different version of ourselves. is this a good thing or a bad thing? Neither, I think. Its just how it is. The thing is, though, is that eventually the mask will slip, and the real 'you' will start poking through. I know for myself, I always pretend to be cooler than I really am. In truth, I am a big nerd who is bad at sports and likes reading, anime and Game of Thrones. But as far as new friends are concerned, I am a super cool person who loves to drink and party and all that. Or maybe thats not how I come across? I have no idea, but thats certainly the image I want them to get. I want to seem fun and exciting... Because fun people make friends, not boring people. Right???

While on the conference I could see certain groups forming. It indadvertedly happens, people gravitate towards certain people. Now, we were all adults who attended this event. Yet, when people get together childish events still occur. There was someone who was picked on (without his knowledge), someone who skipped out on class, a group of boys making noise, a group of girls talking about everyone else... it just goes to show you can never escape high school.
I had made it my goal to try and talk to everyone. I wanted to meet lots of people and hopefully make new friend. I think I did ok, I got a few new FB friends out of it, and was able to build on current work in progress friendships. But I do wonder what other people got out of the even. And I wonder what people thought of me... Will I ever be able to shake my insecurities about making friends? Probably not. And its storage that I feel this way - its not like I had a hard time at school... People may even say I had it easy at high school compared to others, I had a heap of friends and never really got picked on. But I made a huge effort. I picked my friends carefully and stuck by them.

So whats the go here in Korea? How do you make friends and keep friends? How do I know if my mask is slipping? Will people still want to be friends when they see my nerdy loser side???
Yes, i think so. Because most people have a nerdy side, I think. I hope anyway...

You can't hide who you are forever (Maddie - remember when we tried to be cool in New Zealand???) so my new goal for this year is to try and be more myself. Stop trying to be cool, and stop labelling! Just be myself and if people don't like me then thats fine. They wouldn't have been a real friend anyway. So then, i will know I have true friends here on the other side of the world.

I didn't think this post was going to be about me, but there you go.

In other news...

Please, PLEASE get into the K-drama "To the Beautiful You". I am going mental for it, especially now I know what's going on (shout out to Jeong from school for explaining it to me haha). 

In brief - 

The series centers on Goo Jae-hee (Sulli), a Korean girl who lives in the United States. One day, she sees a track and field competition on TV, and becomes inspired by a gold medalist high jump competitor, Kang Tae-joon (Minho). She begins to idolize the young athlete but Tae Joon suffers an accident that could potentially end his career. Therefore, to see Tae-joon jump again, Jae-hee disguises herself as a boy and attends the same school as Tae-joon. 

(Thanks Wikipedia!) 

But of course there is a love triangle - Kang Tae-joon knows she is a chick, and they both like each other but can't admit it because she doesn't know that he knows, and he doesn't want her to get into trouble. 

Then there is Cha Eun-gyeol who thinks she is a guy, but has admitted his feelings for 'him' and is totally confused about his sexuality. 

The whole thing is ridiculous but i'm hooked. It also starts a heap of K-pop stars, so go celebrity spotting :)

MUM IS NEARLY HERE! She is coming to visit for Chuseok (traditional Autumn festival here in Korea) and we are visiting Busan and Seoul. I haven't been to either of those places yet so stay tuned for some pics and some interesting information! I will try and remember everything so I can tell you about it. I am super excited to see some of the country, and also to have such a great travelling partner. my mum is super good to travel with, she is up for anything and loves travel. She is open to other customs and likes to see sights. Except temples... She gets sick of temples pretty quickly. 

I have also recently found out a certain family member is a full on jerk. Just because someone is 'family' doesn't mean they have to be your friend. 

Anyhoo, i will leave you with some pics of the KSA Centre where the GEPIK conference was held. It was a nice area, kinda farmland kinda mountainous. And it wasn't really far from home - still in Pyeongtaek! 

 Our room - I was lucky enough to be roomies with Shanda :D

Till next time!

xoxoxo

In sickness and health

You can't take me anywhere...

Its a well known fact around town that i get sick anytime I go overseas for a holiday. And apparently moving overseas is no exception. I have been here for less than 3 weeks and I am already sick. Luckily it has nothing to do with my bowel and guts (random comment? Not really, I have Crohn's Disease for those who have only just joined us), rather I appear to have the beginnings of a chest infection. I don't actually think it is that bad, I think its more the constant dry coughing is driving Co mad at work. So today, he came inside and said;

"Bonnie, I feel you need to go to the hospital"

My reaction was something like this:

"..."

"Bonnie, I am concerned about your chest. I think you are getting much worser and need to get a shot".

A shot? You mean needle? Surely not! I have had many a cough in Melbourne, and as much as it used to drive my sister mental at night it never warranted a trip to the hospital. I tried to explain to him that I just didn't think it was serious enough for the hospital but he wouldn't hear of it. 

"But teacher," I said to him, "I can't go to the hospital, my ARC card isn't ready yet and I don't have medical insurance set up".

Not to worry! Out Vice-Principal has very good connections apparently, and they will sort it all out so it won't cost much.

So off we go to the hospital around 4pm.

Hospital visit

I get that it was supposed to be a hospital, but to me it looked like more of a big, old clinic. If Co hadn't been with me I would not have gone in, mainly because from the outs it didn't look like a hospital (in fact the inside wasn't much better). The floors had huge cracks in them, which I think will be due to the heating and cooling in winter, but still it looked messy and un-hospital-like. The admin girls didn't speak English so it was lucky Co was there with me. He desalt with all the paperwork and the hospital director came out to say hello. Turns out the Vice-Principal DOES know people... Anyway then they took my temperature and blood pressure and then I went in and saw the doctor. He spoke ok English, asked me if I had any diseases and if I was allergic to anything. That was all. He looked in my throat, asked me what my symptoms were then prescribed a heap of stuff and then sent me out. I paid something like 22,000won and got 3 different pills to take for 3 days, a heap of 'tonic' (coughing syrup) and a shot. Needle. I was like "huh?" 

I didn't even feel that bad! Why do I need a needle?

Now, I don't really have issues with needles, I have a heap of tattoos so it would be stupid if I was a needle freaker. But, this is South Korea, and I just wasn't sure about this needle business. Especially when I was asked to follow the nurse into the back room. She told me, well, mimed at me, to drop my pants. 

WTF?

So there's me, leaning over a bed with my pants down while this nurse gives me a needle in the fleshy part of my butt. She slapped it a few times, and kept slapping while administering the injection. She then got an alcohol swap and mopped the area and then gave it a good rub. She mimed at me to keep rubbing my butt for a while. I walked back out feeling a little weird, and Co said to me that I should keep rubbing the area or I will get a big bruise. 

I then got on the bus and came straight home to lick my wounds (in a non literal sense obviously). 

Needless to say I am not going out tonight, which I am a bit disappointed about as it was a newbies night in Suwon. But I will try and pay the area a visit on Friday night instead. 

My syrup and pills

School this week

Has been stupid. There has been absolutely nothing to do, which is ok but it does make the time go slowly. 

Monday

This was Typhoon Day. My first typhoon and it was a complete letdown. Very dull. It rained and was super windy so the classes were cancelled and the kids all got to go home after lunch. I however, had to go to immigration with Co. It was in Suwon, but in an area that was way far out and I had never been anywhere near there before. It took at least an hour to get there and then we had to wait for over 2 hours for my number to be called. By the time it was my turn I had started shivering and coughing. im thinking this is why I am sick... Getting wet and all that in the typhoon... Anyway, Getting the form filled out only took 5 minutes and cost 10,000won. So not expensive at all really. The catch is that I have to go back on the 12th October to pick up my ARC (alien registration card) and until then I can't open a bank account or get a phone. I am totally pissed off about this, because I am running out of money and I hate not having a phone that works. I am trying really hard to make friends, and I can't even call the ones i've got to make plans. And its all Co's fault for not taking me to immigration right away. Still, its done now and there isn't really anything I can do about it. 

By the time I got home Monday it was dark and I was cold and coughing. 

Tuesday

I honestly don't really know what happened yesterday, except that the kids had no classes after lunch again, but this time it was because they were practicing for the Sports Day. I swear, these kids are never in class...

I took the grade 4 class by myself for the first period which was ok, I like the grade 4 kids they are still cute. And they were pretty well behaved, i wanted to play a game with them but they didn't understand what I was trying to get them to do. So we just went back to the workbook. 

Today (Wednesday)

I swear I did NOTHING. All classes were cancelled for the kids to practice for Sports Day but no one told me, so i was sitting around wondering what the hell was going on. I put something on FB along the lines of "Where are my students?" and Jeong, my teacher friend, saw it and told me what was going on. She then came to see me in my classroom and we hung out all morning. I gave her some tongue twisters to work on - she has plenty of English vocal but trouble with conversation and pronunciation. So hopefully they will help. e went over a few so i think she got the gist. The we worked on my Korean. I am so fucking bad at it. I can't make certain sounds properly, so i sound like the biggest idiot trying to make the words work. but, i a trying really hard so I think once I have some basics I will be better. For example, Jeong and I were talking about where I was from, and how to say 'I like...' or whatever. Then, when I was in the hospital I recognised when the hospital director asked Co where I was from. And I understood when he said I came from Australia. I couldn't tell you what they said, but I knew what they were talking about. So its a start!

Tomorrow is the Sports Day and I asked Co if there was anything he wanted me to do... He said yes, that if I had a video camera would it be ok if I filmed the students. Hell yes! I was planning on doing it anyway, but was worried I would come off as a creep - filming kids. A big no no at home lol.

So i will take some pics and put a video up on Youtube in the next few days. 

Now, it's 6:30pm and I am ready for bed. I think the pills have made me sleepy so hopefully that means they will work. Because I want to go out for dins tomorrow with some Pyeongtaek people and then I want to go out drinking on Friday with Suwon people. So I need to get better soon!!!

I'll leave you with an adorable pic of the kindy kids practicing their flag waving for tomorrow. They were supposed to be doing some sort of synchronised flag waving and dancing, but they were just flailing them around like tiny crazy people. So cute ^_^

Anyway, peace out!

xoxo

God Bless America

Having never really met any American's,

I realise now I have been seriously generalising. 

Which isn't entirely my fault, all I know about America is from what I see on t.v, and by t.v I mainly mean C.S.I or Criminal Minds rather than the news. So I naturally assume that everywhere in America has a heap of crime, and that everyone is either obese or super skinny. 

I also assumed that they all love God, or follow some sort of religion (not that I have anything against God, I am a Catholic myself albeit not a very good one) and watch the Superbowl. I assume that people from the South don't have all their teeth and have names like Cletus and Mary-Sue. And that people from California are blonde and tanned. I also didn't think they seemed like friendly people, rather, that they would be obnoxious and rude.

What I have discovered is something else entirely.

The American's I have met are warm and friendly, welcoming and helpful. The other teachers I have spoken with are outgoing and happy, and have come to Korea to shake their lives up and do something exciting. They are super fun. 

The military guys are proving to be both what I expected, and also not what I expected. They are rowdy and flirty (I went out to Songtan drinking with one of my AWESOME new girlfriends and we didn't need to buy a thing) and have weird drinking chants that involve guns and ammo or something like that. If they had started shouting "USA! USA!" it would't have surprised me. But they are also really polite. Well, the guys we met were polite anyway...

 

So I have learnt something about myself since coming here.

I am a serial generaliser.

It doesn't matter what it is, I will make an unfounded blanket statement about it. I used to joke around with one of the guys at my old work, we would play the 'Generalising Game' in which we made terrible statements like "Well he has an Indian sounding name, he must smell like curry" and other inappropriate things. It was a fun game... 

But it is a good example of what I am like. I don't ever generalise to discriminate, I am not that sort of person (even though I see I am coming across that way) it's more I don't know enough about something or someone so I make an educated guess. I had done it already about Korea too. In this case though my assumptions and generalisations have been pretty accurate. But that's for another blog...

Its an easy thing to do (generalise, I mean) but its also the lazy thing as well. So my new 'thing' will be to try and understand more about something before I jump ahead and call a spade a spade. Because it might be a shovel. 

In other news...

I am slowly starting to make some friends. I have met some really cool people from Pyeongtaek. I won't name names, cos i'm not sure how ok people are with that here, but I went out for dins with a group on Wednesday night and it was super fun. We ate Shabu Shabu (I think thats what it was called??) which is soup that is full of veggies and all that, then you throw meat in it and the meat cooks in the soup. Then once you have eaten all the meat the lady brings out noodles and puts them in the soup, so you wait for the noodles to cook then you eat the noodles. THEN she brings over rice and cooks it in the soup pot. It was souper tasty (see my play on soup? HAHA i'm hilarious ey?). Then a couple of the girls went but 4 of us went back into Pyeongtaek to meet up with another girl and her bf for Honey Bread. I capitalise this because of how awesome it was... To me, it tasted kinda like fresh toast without the egg and waaayyyy sweeter. It was the most fatty and delicious thing I have eaten since coming to Korea. 

 Every meal you get here comes with side dishes included.

 Honey Bread

Approx. 3 minutes later...

And last night was an awesome night! Shanda and I (I hope she doesn't mind I have named her - apologies if you are not cool with it I will update the blog ASAP) went out for dinner first here in Songtan then went boozing around the strip. We played beer pong, bar hopped and danced the night away. I bought our first drinks, but soon realised I really didn't need to bother. Everyone wanted to buy us a drink. Being in Songtan on a Friday night is an experience in itself, the military boys are out in force and getting wasted, the boy/girl ratio is about 20:1 and they just wanna party. And they were good fun for the most part. They fully acknowledge that they buy all the drinks, one guy even said something along the lines of "it must be nice to not have to buy any drinks when you go out". Shanda said she wants to take me with her all the time, i'm a "military magnet". I think its just they haven't seen a blond chick in a while. 

I was totally drunk, and ended up refusing drinks cos my belly literally couldn't take anymore. And then they boys bought us water instead :) so that was nice of them too. 

By 12:30 the party wraps up, they need to be back on base or they get into trouble. So we stayed for another song, and stumbled back to my little room and tried to sleep off the grape soju. It was a really fun night with a new friend :) So shout-out to Shanda!

Tonight hopefully it will be back to Suwon to go out with Mia for a party, its a friend of hers birthday and 15000won for all you can drink cocktails. Thats about $15 for the people playing at home. So probably another messy night.

Right now I am sitting here waiting for my washing to finish washing so I can put it out, i'm gonna have a shower and then go to E-Mart cos I can. And then come home, maybe have a nap and then head out again I guess. 

Oooo, and there is apparently a big typhoon coming on Monday, so hopefully it will be huge and I can have a day off school! I will keep you informed about the typhoon... I have never been in a huge storm so I am actually pretty excited. 

Thats really it for now...

xoxoxo

Wanderings

A sound week in Korea

Its hard to believe I have already been here for longer than a week, yet at the same I can't get over that it has ONLY been 1 week! I feel like I have been here so much longer. The weekend is flying past too, and even with internet and t.v woes I am still having a great time.

Friday

After school finished I went home and got changed. I was meeting Tyler and Mia at some point to head into Suwon with them to go out to the opening of a new bar that a mate of theirs owns. They were held up at the AB (Air Base) having some secret army meeting so we were a bit later than expected by the time we got on the train. We headed off to Suwon and went back to their place which is MASSIVE compared to mine! Their bedroom is bigger than my apartment haha. They also have the most adorable dog in the world, he is a mini something and is tiny! I am seriously thinking about saving my pennies and getting a tiny dog. I hadn't realised how much I was missing my pets until I was cuddling Mia's... Its nice to think someone will be waiting for you when you get home. 

We went out for Galbi - Korean BBQ for all those playing at home. It was so delicious!!! I swear to God I have eaten more meat since coming to Korea than I have ever eaten in my life. 

NB 

I was actually vegetarian for years (not really strict, but enough) and used to take iron supplements and all that. In Australia the most meat I would eat was chicken breast, incredibly crispy bacon and beef mince. And thats it. It wasn't so much that I was anti-meat from a ethical point of view, although I am fairly vocal about the treatment of animals for slaughter. It was more that I simply didn't like the taste. I don't love a roast, and I cannot eat sausages (keep your dirty thoughts to yourself). So this whole 'meat eating' thing is a big deal. Ask any of my friends.

After Galbi we went out to Bulldogs, which was the bar that was opening that night in Suwon. The owner, who is a good friend of Mia and Tyler's, was celebrating by offering free beer, and all other drinks 5000won. I was drunk in no time, and didn't notice I had missed my train home. 

Luckily Mia has an epic huge couch so they offered to let me stay at their place which I gladly accepted and kept drinking. We went to another bar after that, and then finished up at a norae-bang, which is karaoke. Yep, big night.

I was soooo seedy the next morning, and the only thing that helped was pizza. 

Later that day I finally left Mia and Tyler who were probably so sick of me hanging around, but I just really like hanging with them lol. I got lost on the way to the taxi rank and had to call Mia, and then got a taxi to Seryu Station and finally made it home around 2pm on the Saturday. It was a big night, but I had an awesome time and met some really nice people. Hopefully I will see them out again another night :)

 Mia and Me (I got rained on, ok?)

 View from Mia and Tyler's awesome apartment

 Yep, you saw right. Domino's!

Socrates, the adorable doggie

The rest of the weekend...

...has gone by slowly. I was knackered on Saturday so just bummed around, wandered up to the strip to get some food later, came home, ate it, skipped Dad and Sue then Georgia and Rohan and then went to bed. 

Today I tried to sleep in, did some cleaning (Sunday is my new official cleaning day) and went out for a walk. I am trying to find an ATM, but I can't locate one yet... Oh well. 

Came back here, the internet was miraculously working (I am totally stealing someones wifi again) and they Skyped Mum. She had to go, and here I am blogging.

Oooo! Mum has booker her flights! She is coming to Korea on the 27th September and staying until the following Sunday. The Sunday and Monday are National public holidays, its Chuseok which is like memorial day of something from what i can gather, or Thanksgiving... Either way I don't have to go to school on the Monday. The Wednesday is also a public holiday, maybe this is Memorial day? I really should find out. In fact, it can be the theme of the next blog :)

And because there is a holiday on the Monday and Wednesday I get the Tuesday off too! Yay for public schools!!! So mum and I will go to Busan for the few days, go on Saturday and come back on the Wednesday, stay in Songtan for a few nights then on the Friday night we will go to Seoul for the weekend. I will go home Sunday, and I think mum flies out on either the Sunday night or the Monday. I am so excited to see her and to do some sightseeing together! Its perfect timing with the days off school, it means she only has 2 days where I am not around and even then its only for a few hours and there is plenty to see around here. She has brought a rail pass so she can just have a play around Pyeongtaek. 

Anyway, thats about all for now, here are some pics of my area so you can have a look. I did a sneaky video of my walk to the Highway Mart, it literally takes 3 minutes to walk there. I always get stopped at the lights and they take FOREVER to change. 

Talk soon friends!

xoxo

School musings...

I was told that ESL Teachers have some of the best kept blogs on the internet... 

I totally get that now. It's the dreaded 2:00pm, and I have no more classes, just a belly full of rice (and kimchi - I actually ate some today. Still gross) and no one to talk to. At least I can play online until my co comes back from wherever he went.

My Co-Teacher

I am not going to name him, not because he isn't a really nice guy, because he is, but I haven't asked him if I can refer to him on my blog and I think he might not be cool about it. But I can't describe my teaching experiences without mentioning him at least once. He will hereby be reffered to as Co.

I first spoke with Co during my phone interview, we clicked because he had some knowledge of Australia, having been here for 2 months years ago. I think I actually mentioned this in one of the Melbourne blogs... Anyway today has been the forst day that we have really done any "teaching" together, by which I mean he got me to explain some language concepts and I walked around and practiced some stuff with the students. 

We also have lunch together. I'm not sure how long he will put up with me tailing him for but I quite enjoy his company (when he is feeling chatty). He enjoys practicing his English, and often says that they more he speaks the more confident he is with his English. So it suits both of us for him to be speaking it. 

He was telling me a story at lunch today about a man he worked with about 20 years ago who was an ex-army guy (English speaking obviously) who was working at the school he was at. He noticed that some students in particualr were picking up English a lot faster than others and wondered why this was so. It turned out that these particualr students were in charge of cleaning the ex-army guy's classroom, and were having mini conversations with him every day. So just through simple conversations and instructions, these kids were miles ahead of the other students, and it was all down to exposure and use. 

I was having rapid idea time inside my head at this point... Here was an opening for me to have an idea for lessons! This was my suggestion to Co:

Perhaps for about 5-10 minutes per class, I could take a group of students aside and just have a conversational sessions with them? Then they will be getting more direct exposure to the language, and hopefully more confidence in using it because there will only be 4-6 other students to speak in front of.

Yes, he thinks its a good idea, but is unsure if we can pull it off... Having students not sitting in class and learning the recommended curriculum is not allowed and will need approval. So I don't know if he didn't like my idea, or if I actually can't implement it.

We had another conversation later this arvo, I was asking him more about lesson plans, and he told be pretty much to calm my farm, and that soon enough I would be required to pretty much do everything.
"This is your first week as teacher, and you need to see how to work first. Then, you can teach class always and I will just be there for language barrier and discipline."
Huh. Is that so?
So I asked about the lessons, and if I can pretty much do what I want in them. No, I need to follow the curriculum. But can I change parts of it? As long as they students meet the lesson objectives I think I will be able to do what I want.
So I will start just by changing small things, Co says maybe just do 1 or 2 classes a week to start, and then when I feel more confident and comfortable then maybe I will want to add and change other parts of the lesson.
So far, he seems like a genuine person, who really does want to help the kids learn English. Hopefully we will keep things nice and friendly and be able to work together really well. I have read that other teachers have BIG problems with their co-teachers, and makes their time at the school really bad. I am off to a really positive start with mine, I just hope it continues.

Highlights of the day?

Well, its only 10 to 4, so there is still a fair bit of the day left... But so far its got to be hearing the students try and say "beach". I had nearly 30 students calling out "bitch" over and over. They couldn't get the long 'e' sound. It was hilarious, I was standing there with a huge grin on my face, I couldn't help it. Co saw me smiling and clued into what they were saying. 

"Stop!" He yells, "You cannot say 'bitch'! You MUST say 'beach'!. Again!" And so they went again.

Another one... He has no problem telling the kids they are retarded.  In fact, he even translates the word for them so they know exactly what they are being called. 

For example, one boy today was chatting away rather than paying attention. He had been doing it the whole lesson, Co was over it. So, he calls the boy up the front and says to the class "this boy is retarded." And then he translated what he was saying. All the kids started calling him retarded, and then Co whacked him on the head a few times with the pointer stick before sending him out of the classroom. He ran off with the others calling out "retarded! retarded!"

I cannot believe the things these teachers get away with!

Tonight?

I am trying to make friends... I posted in the Pyeongtaek FB group that I would love to make friends and would anyone like to have dinner with me. And people replied! One girl has invited me out for Thai food tonight with some friends of hers, so I am super nervous and excited to meet some new people! 

I'll try to be likable and not too weird. I'm pretty sure they are American, so they totally won't get my jokes or expressions, but I think everyone should have an Aussie friend. I am quite happy to fill that role for all people :)

I will let you know how it goes. I will try and take sly pictures to prove that I am being social haha.

And then tomorrow night I am going out with Mia and Tyler to some bar, and hopefully making more friends there. So exciting! Waaahhh be cool Bonnie, be cool. 

In other news...

I have been hearing reports via FB that it has been super windy in Melbourne. This sucks for you, here in Songtan the weather is beautiful and warm, with a slight breeze. I am sitting here in a skirt and a short sleeve top and it is really pleasant. 

Sissy has been riding Billie the pony, and has re-named her Witchy-poo... This doesn't sound promising, but she is an excellent rider and I know that they will work through it and be awesome. I can't wait to see some pics of them out and about. Hopefully with ribbons. YOU BETTER WIN SOMETHING. Just kidding, just try your best.

It would be great to see some pics of Beau, and to hear how he is going. Anyone who spots him please tell him I say hi.

I have loved the skype sessions with my friends and family. The highlight would have to be seeing everyone at Kirst and Dan's on Tuesday... It was awesome seeing everyone at once. And a shout out to Davey for mentioning me in his vlog - there will be one coming back at cha soon xx

I think thats about all for now, I will let everyone know how I go with my friend finding mission tomorrow. No pics or vids to upload until I get my internet and t.v fixed at home. I have a feeling it has to do with payments, but as I don't handle any of that stuff I will wait it out until tomorrow... I will take a pic of the screen and show Co tomorrow morning if it is still gay tonight.

It's now 4:07. The countdown is back on haha... 

xoxo